I think I am finally warming up to this program (or maybe not) and the thought of being here in France. Only four more months till I am back home. Being here has had its ups and downs, it's been a bit like an emotional roller coaster for me. Getting used to working and not being a student is a bit of an adjustment. Not necessarily a bad one, but it has its stressful points. I've been targeting the program with all of my emotional duress, which is not helping my feelings for it. But the truth is, I would no doubt be experiencing the same things if I were back home. The only difference is, I'm far from my friends and family. Thankfully I've found good company here. In any case, no matter where I am on this earth, life goes on. No use wallowing in the past. Now I'm realizing how much my decisions do matter and how much they will affect the direction in which my life goes. It's a bit scary. Mais (But), c'est la vie.
Right now, I am pondering my next steps. The New Year is coming, and of course there are always the New Year's Resolutions. I need new life resolutions though. Life is a journey, that's for sure, and it's not one that I get to repeat. I don't want to waste time mulling over the past, which I cannot change. I must keep my focus forward. That being said, I'm looking forward to finally publishing my book, which will probably be delayed because I've neglected to look into getting a copyright, which should have been my very first step! No worries, it will happen! In due time. For now, I wish everyone a Merry Christmas, and if you aren't celebrating it, enjoy your vacation, and have a great New Year!
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